It’s okay

It’s ok to not like something,
It’s ok to feel mad,
It’s ok to love, and sure much ok to be loved back,
It’s ok have a crash on someone,
It’s ok to want to let go,
It’s ok to reach your limits,
It’s ok to want out,
It’s ok to not suffer anymore,
It’s ok if you feel hurt and betrayed,
It’s ok, you can get over it,
It’s ok to not fight anymore,
It’s ok to not hang in there anymore,
It’s ok to demand an explanation, and if none is coming,
It’s ok to want out,
It’s ok to not be the one pulling things together always,It’s ok to want to be pampered,
It’s ok to disagree at times,
It’s ok to not be the punching bag,
It’s ok to want to tell them to go to hell,
It’s ok to get tired,
It’s ok to want your peace,
It’s ok to not stomach it anymore,
It’s ok to want something else, something beautiful, something different,
It’s ok to be someone meaningful, or want to be,
It’s ok to have your dreams and ambitions,
It’s ok to want to reach somewhere,
It’s ok to be where you are today, better days lie ahead,
It’s ok to be down at times, that way you appreciate the highs,
It’s ok to not always want what they want,
It’s ok to be different,
It’s ok to set your boundaries,
It’s ok to be disappointed at times-how strong is your heart anyway?
It’s ok to want that and not this,
It’s ok to think about them at times,
It’s ok have some wishful thinking moments,
It’s ok to wonder what it could have been,
It’s ok to miss them,
It’s ok to say goodbye,
It’s ok to have enough,
It’s ok to live your life.

The Good to Come

I waited patiently,

I almost lost hope,

What I knew faded away,

The truth was not so clear anymore,

Charged I was at the start,

The quest for the vision was more vigorous and attentive in my heart,

I saw no impossibility,

I saw it all come to pass,

Little did I consider the path to it,

The beauty of the end mattered more,

No cost was too much to pay,

“I will get there…I will have that…I will be like that…”

This was me at the starting line,

Little did it hit me, you don’t appear there, you walk there,

And who said it would be easy?

The process matters,

The process shapes us, preps us for what to come,

The process breaks us to make us,

We faint, we hurt, we wait,

We lose, we are broken, disappointed,

No one said it would be easy,

It’s not clear anymore,

Where is your hope now?

You come to doubt what you’ve known to be true,

Waiting is not easy,

Patiently waiting, is not either,

But He is faithful,

Though it linger, it shall come,

Set your eyes on things above,

Write your vision in caps,

Though it linger, do not lose it,

There is hope for the living,

Every dawning day is a chance to get there,

We will find good, in the land of the living,

Though it linger, good shall come,

Find us in our place and overwhelm us,

The good to come, now it comes.